| In keeping with the high school drama feel of recent events... |
[Jan. 11th, 2009|04:10 pm] |
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Good-bye Corey Murray! You're a fake and a phony and I wish I never laid eyes on you!
Is it weird that Grease still cheers me up a bit?
But really...who breaks up with someone after two months by simply severing all communication? In the middle of a text conversation? Which wasn't even any sort of a fight?
Really.
Me: When did you say you worked next?
Me: Oh no! You can't still be sleeping?
Corey: Yeah I just woke up. I was up until noon. I miss you.
Me: lol, goober. We're so fucking busy! I just want to leave and curl up with you!
Corey: I would like that!!! I'm starving
Me: Aw we never went back out last night! I'm sorry
Me: Did you get my question earlier?
Corey: Huh? What question?
Me: I just wanted to know when you worked next
And then nothing...since Monday! How does any if this make sense? I spent most of a week worried something might have happened...but his phone is still on and ringing. Then he was even on AIM last night...again not responding.
Just confused and ranting. I mean really...he couldn't have said something? Anything? It's sad he was just able to vanish. No mutual friends or anything like that. The closest thing is Sean, and they don't really talk ever. |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2007|05:41 pm] |
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The Peach Random Gentle Love Master (RGLM) Playful, kind, and well-loved, you are The Peach. For such a warm-hearted, generous person, you're surprisingly experienced in both love and sex. We credit your spontaneous side; you tend to live in the moment, and you don't get bogged down by inhibitions like most women your age. If you see something wonderful, you confidently embrace it. You are a fun flirt and an instant sweetheart, but our guess is you're becoming more selective about long-term love. It's getting tougher for you to become permanently attached; and a guy who's in a different place emotionally might misunderstand your early enthusiasm. You can wreck someone simply by enjoying him. Your ideal mate is adventurous and giving, like you. But not overly intense. Your exact female opposite: The Nymph  Deliberate Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The False Messiah (DBLM) Consider: The Loverboy (RGLM), The Playboy (RGSM), The Boy Next Door (RGLD) | Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.
My profile name: : Kethryveri |
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| what an awful thing to have to do |
[Sep. 18th, 2007|07:47 pm] |
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| |  sad | ] |
So I just got back from going with my mom to have Sammy put down. I don't understand how people can ever get another dog. I felt so guilty putting him in the back of the truck...there's no way you can explain to them what's going on...I couldn't stay in the room with him.
He just looked so sad and tired though. 19 years is old for a shepard. |
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| I just don't get it... |
[Sep. 13th, 2007|09:11 pm] |
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| |  moody | ] |
Why are there so many pay dictionaries online? Merriam-Webster, I'm sure you're quite lovely (though not nearly as nice as you would be all hardbound and heavy in my hands), but $4.95 a month? Please...Everything you have to tell me, I can find elsewhere, for free.
Yes, I understand that they have to make their money somehow...What I don't get is who subscribes to the sites?
That's not true either. With everything you gain access to, I'm sure it makes things easier, more organized, for people who would use the internet for that type of information more often than I do.
It's just annoying, randomly wondering what the exact dictionary definition of a word is and having to scroll past all the pay sites which are, of course, at the top of the google list. HA-RUMPH!
I just feel ranty. The last episode of Heroes made me want to hit things. As satisfying as it would have been to just lay into Phil...I'd have felt guilty when I was done. Also, I have no doubt that he would have just hit me back. Again. HA-RUMPH! ^^ |
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| Werst berthday evar |
[Sep. 9th, 2007|04:02 am] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
I even got ditched by my own father. How awful is that?
Pretty much one more entire day wasted on the computer.
I did get to see Andy for like half a minute though, which was nice. |
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| It's so much cheaper to read about comics than it is to actually get your hands on them. |
[Sep. 5th, 2007|11:07 pm] |
Most comics writers point, with a relentlessness approaching tedium, to the primal moment that scarred him forever -- the murder of his parents. What does that explain? OK, his parents get killed by a mugger. In any major urban center, worse things happen to poor people every day. Yet the streets are not overrun with well-meaning vigilantes who don gaudy costumes and fight evildoers as a way of dealing with their various childhood traumas. After all, crime breeds criminals more often than crimefighters.
What all this suggested to me was that Bruce had become Batman as a result of being spoiled. He had grown up with sufficient money and leisure to luxuriate in his own tragedy, to wallow in the false sense that it made him somewhow unique. In other words, Bruce had never learned to cut his losses. For good or bad, he'd become addicted to his own pain -- and he relied on the outward nobility of his missoin to conceal the true perversity of his addiction. In this psychological scheme the Batman persona would function both as the symptom of, and justification for, his madness. To keep it alive, he'd have to relive the death of his parents again and again, killing them anew each night.
From: Sam Hamm, "Introduction", in Batman: Blind Justice trade paperback, DC Comics: New York City (1992), pages 2-3:
Somehow I've managed to make it this far in life, surrounded by nerds, without ever getting to know anyone who was really into comics. This has been a source of mild dismay off and on since late high school. But really, what's a girl to do? Stand in The Game Room wearing a shirt that says "Tell me about Batman"? While I'm sure that would get some interesting results, it's not really in character for me.
All my time after work today has been split up between reading this: The Religion of Batman, Bruce Wayne, and texting with a stranger who told me I could call him Bruce if it would make me happy. All I know for sure about this person is that they know at least two of my friends and he was able to catch a simple Alice in Wonderland reference. What I'm assuming is that they're a young billionaire/brooding hero. I figure everyone needs at least one superhero contact in their cellphone, right? I love a good mystery. |
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| And all the little things come crashing down... |
[Sep. 2nd, 2007|05:15 pm] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
Summer's almost over and all I did was take one little trip to Chicago. I didn't even hear from Kevin when he was in town. Art and I got into it because he doesn't have "friends" and he wanted us to stop hanging out until we stopped wanting to hang out, I thought this was one of the worst ideas I've ever heard, I told him that, now things feel awkward when we get together. Scott won't return my calls or respond to IMs and I have no idea why. Hell, no one really calls me back. I don't remember letting everything just slip away this summer, but I guess I did. The closest person to me right now is Phil, which can't be good in any way, shape, or form. Everytime it starts to feel like we could be actual good friends he gives me an emotional kick in the teeth and I remember not to be so open.
Pssssh, I don't want ya thinkin' that we're buddies now.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand it's my birthday next weekend. I don't know what to do. |
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| Mildly creepy horoscope |
[Aug. 20th, 2007|03:42 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | The Hungry Grave - Gein and the Graverobbers | ] |
Virgo: Now that mental Mercury has returned to your sign, your mind picks up additional clarity and speed, enabling you to think about even more things than usual. It is your nature to be mentally astute, even if others don't always see that part of you. Now, however, they can directly encounter your thoughts, just as if you were speaking them out loud. Don't waste your energy trying to hide; take the opportunity to get closer to someone you like.
What if I'd rather people not be encountering my thoughts directly? I don't feel okay with this. ):
On a very different note...Phil started working with me today! This is funny, exciting, awesome and possibly the worst idea I've ever had. I guess we'll see how long it lasts. Since I'm the reason he got the job, I'm stuck training him for the next week or so. Phil = my bitch. I knew it would happen someday. He's doing so well. I know it's not exactly a hard job...but we get some seriously retarded people. I'm so proud. Ha... |
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| From "The 60 Rules of HorrorPunk" (find only if you're VERY bored) |
[Aug. 19th, 2007|04:44 pm] |
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| | In My Grip - Samhain | ] |
49.)When thinking of lyrics, cd titles, band names etc. Remember, EVERYTHING comes from outer space
*shrug* If you get it, you get it. I managed to stop writhing long enough to type this, but I can't manage to stop randomly laughing like I should, perhaps, be institutionalized.
And so the cycle continues. |
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